Wednesday, October 30, 2013

Pride creeped in, washed humility away

Day passed, years passed.  I was reminded of the flight from Los Angeles to Malaysia. I vowed to serve my family with all my heart, mind and body. The vow diminishes simply within one year. Now, I am being served. Holy Spirit rebuked but body overpower. Finally today, I was reminded and asked to wash the feets of my family members. I was double minded but knew I have to do or not I might never get to the new state God has for me. Obediently did it.

Tears falling through while explaining, I am embarrass to say as servant of God who lost the art of serving. I was broken the very moment, I was humbled when I touched my dad's feet.

I always thought you a loser,
But today God made me to honor you,
My pride shattered like mirror,
Humbled in heart to see a man who was lost as me.
I realized I am not any different than you.

Tears overflowed, servarthood rebirth.

I thought I am everything for you,
But today I saw I did nothing to be that everything,
Regrets shadowed brokenness appeared,
An example of living sacrifice I saw in her tears,
I want to be just like you.

Tears overflowed,  sacrificial love rebirth.

Navin and Jivian,
I forgot our journey to better life,
But today God made me to love you exactly for who you are,
Hatred reminded,  Mercy of God resurfaced,
I am nobody to judge, I never leave.
Because Jesus didn't either.

Tears overflowed,  character built.

Pride you have no room in me, you have brought humiliation!
Humility I welcome you for God's presence evolve around me!
Yeshua you I want to imitate.  Take me to through another journey. Lesson learnt!

Sathiya Seelan
30th Oct 2013

Tuesday, October 8, 2013



Does not take a second to blame
Does not take a second to question
Know who you are before blaming
Know who you are before questioning

God asked us not to judge
God asked us to help instead
God asked us not to condemn
God asked us to love instead

World you are hypocritical
People you do not know
Grace surrounds you and me
GOD has forgiven you and me

Pause and do a self check
See how God sees you
Love unconditional because I Am did
Give freely because I Am did

Let not pull the string
Let not say it is over
It is not over until He say so
He is in control over everything

Allow Him to rule your heart
He will pour out His love
Love that flows unconditional
The love that changes the world

Seek His love fill with His love
Love never fails
Love is patient,
love is kind,
love is not jealous,
love does not boast,
Love does not become conceited,
Love does not behave dishonorably,
Love is not selfish,
Love does not become angry,
Love does not keep a record of wrongs,
Love does not rejoice at unrighteousness, but rejoices with the truth,
Love bears all things,
Love believes all things,
Love hopes all things,
Love endures all things.
Love never ends.  (1 Corinthians 13)

Let's join hand and make covenant to love the unloveables without expectations